Fortitude

I think the only time we truly get along is when it’s about an object. I’m grateful for how much you have provided for me financially, but do you not realize how messed up that has made me. I care so much for others and I keep getting hurt because I have never learn how how to be discipline. When you called and said we were moving to bc, well im happy at how nice that place is but it won’t be home. I know we’re growing up and moving on but my heart yearns for security and to just have that person there to pick me when i fall. I am falling all the time lately and without a place to fall back on either what is left. I feel alone.